fangirlX5

Like footprints once made on a sandy shore, we've both been down this path before, and as the waves come and go, emotions waver to and fro. As these waves break upon the shore, they erode my heart to its core, baring now for the world to see, the chaos that ensues in me, because of words I never said, of thoughts imprisoned in my head, of love and lust and longing pleas, agony that sends me to my knees. In the dark I wisper silent screams, whenever you would grace my dreams. Renounce the love I can no longer see, and watch the pain rip right through me. Long ago you held my hand, please lok away as I bury my folish desires

Sometimes, I just want to pull out that battery that keeps me alive, Shut down, switched off  in silence, decommission myself for a while. I hate being seen, I hate subjecting myself to the sight of others. My fear binds me, my insecurities cripple me and combined I fall apart. I have disappointed so many, their expectations fade away, Perhaps the one I've hurt the most is myself, I've dug my own grave. I search but i can no longer find her, the one that I once was, The golden child , the fated one that everyne once loved. I search........I must find her,  before she is all dust. I stare into my eyes, my soul to find whe

NEW MOON (forbidden love) As distant as a heartbeat, on the edge of time. I race to you my love, of eternal beauty divine. With hair of the softest bronze, and eyes of gold so pure, Hidden beneath is bloodlust, a curse you must endure. A body cold and hard as stone, a heart that no longer beats, the bloodlust that consumes you, as my foolish heart still beats. Tainted fangs of poison, tempted to sink deep into my flesh. My blood.... my blood, it  sings to you, as the Volturi grant you death. And yet for me and only me, you tolerate the torture and the pain. All things that are of a Vampire, your true nature calls in vain.

The Tithe Of The Fae Now bound in chains and shackles, all hope lost in the air, you stare into his pale handsome face... framed by silversilken hair. To the Unseelie queen he is still bound, hands clenched he stands at her side. His gaze is locked, the key to your life is written in his eyes. And yet, and yet you foolish girl, you do not understand, the power that you have claimed over this tortured man. A power that is of the fae, more precious than pure gold, a power bestowed upon you by a secret that you hold. A name , yes a name, unlike none you've ever heard, spoken from your tongue, your lips, binds him to your word. Your wi

 Dare To Love When a heart is broken, what else can you do, you wallow through regret and pain, wondering if anything was true. Your words burn like acid, spilling out into my ear...... Utter devastaition, the greatest of my fears. I have always done everything you ask, now I must pay for the one mistake, written in my past.

Death of the Forgotten One Like a bloom bursting into spring, Like a bat right out of hell, Come forth, come forth my broken one, to drown in life's regrets. For every bloom must wither, every dog will have its day, but you....yes you, my lovely one, will drown in blood and fear. For in the dark apocalypse, when your glory days are done, You will cry, and scream, and shout, reaching for the sun. The sun will have forgotten, the beauty of our face, lost in lust and greed and pain, and shame and fallen grace. And once where there was innocence, scars and tears now replace. Though you were meant to die alone, you can take heart

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